how to find out what's really bothering you

get somebody to guess the kind of problems you've got, see

which one makes you feel uncomfortable,
which one makes you pity how things turned out the way they did,
which one makes you hide your feelings yet you can't stop thinking,
which one makes the future seem so hopeless,
which one makes you compare the past and present,

& which one makes you tear.

In the end, there's two for me now. One's built up by false hope given by others and false hope given to myself as I start the comparison when I already thought I'm done with it

and the other; concerns about my future . Where's the direction, where's the drive?